Thursday, March 23, 2006

Don't Worry, Be Happy

Easier said than done sometimes, and God really slapped me around this afternoon over just this issue.

I had a hectic morning, getting the girls ready for school and Lee was here so I was making him a bologna, egg & cheese english muffin, that man loves those things. We were already running behind schedule and then as we were leaving I realized that the dog was outside and he wasn't coming when I called. (He got shot with a BB 2 days ago so we are trying to keep him close to home, usually chained up but I thought he would come right back this morning, WRONG!)

Anyway, we get down to the main road and there he was so I threw him in the back of my Aztek and went to drop off the girls. A few hours later, I got a call reminding me about some movies I needed to return so I went out again. I returned the movies, went to the post office and then stopped at Wal-mart.

While there, Lee called. I'll just say that there wasn't exactly beautiful music playing in the background as we spoke. He thought I was being short. Maybe I was. But I was in a bad bad mood and he wasn't exactly all smiles and rainbows either.

So then Drew and I went to McDonalds....of course they got my order wrong and the burgers were not even really wrapped, they were falling apart. I was ready to cry I was so mad and disgusted.

At that moment, just as I turned my radio up the evangelist was saying this,"Would anybody look at you and say, look, there's a Christian, I want a double dose of what they have!!?"

NO.....I thought about how I must have looked at Wal-mart, pouting, talking ugly to Drew and I probably had a scowl on my face the whole time. I am embarrassed of the way I acted.

I really needed that reality check in the car....thank you Lord for speaking to me so loud & clear!

I love it when He makes His words for me so obvious.

2 comments:

Julie Ann said...

I love it! Great post, real life! I also love english muffin, egg, cheese, and canadian bacon sandwhiches in the AM! I make them often. I love learning little similarites between me and family :)

Amy :) said...

hey julie, yes it's funny how little similarities come out sometimes....it's funny that Lee now loves Suze Orman! remember when your mom was crazy for her and tried to talk about her to everyone?....well now Lee has to watch her show and read her books....it is so so funny.